Thursday Thoughts

There are days that I love being a teacher and then there are days that make me want to curl up in a ball in the corner and hide. There are also those moments that you just have to shake your head and laugh because whatever just was said or done is funny or you are trying to keep from crying. 

As my second year of teaching is quickly coming to an end, I am realizing that I should have been writing down some of the things that have happened during my day. For right now, we will focus on today.

I saw my high school choir today and we are one week away from a three day trip and a little under two weeks away from our spring concert. Add to that that we are all feeling the spring bug and a third of my class is seniors makes for an interesting mix this time of year. Overall, my students were doing a nice job of focusing and following direction with minimal talking during transitions. While I was working with my ladies on their song, my guys decided they would join in. I don’t know what was the best part: the dance moves, the fact that the guys chose to sing in their falsetto voice, the fact that they were completely serious about what they were singing or a combination of all of the above. I somehow kept conducting and somehow we made it through the song. My favorite part of this is that my guys often are disengaged on their own part and I find a hard balance between encouraging them and correcting them. Too much correction and they stop singing. 

After lunch I saw my second section of 5th grade. Tuesday they had a case of “let’s ask Ms. Smith questions about herself” in the middle of the lesson. I told them that if they kept all five stars up in music on Thursday (today) I would answer five questions. They did not keep five stars up today but I did concede to two questions. After a quick huddle to decide on the two questions they were ready to go. The first one was my age and they were very clear that I could not lie. Being a teacher I had to make them work for it so I only told them the year I was born. A few quick thinkers asked what month and they quickly figured out my age. The second question I knew was coming because they had already tried to ask it Tuesday. It was: “have you ever or do you currently have a boyfriend.” My answer of “no” had them in an uproar. As fifth graders, they could not imagine that I had never had a boyfriend! Oh the horror! It was an interesting way to finish our music class but a fun twist. 

A proud moment today was seeing my 3rd graders perform with their recorders today as an introduction to their play “My Father’s Dragon”. They performed “Entrance of the Dragon Riders” and it was a perfect addition to their program. They did a great job and I am so happy that they got a chance to perform before the elementary students and their parents! You can find the music through MusicK8 .

On Thursday’s I teach the co-op special education students (PIP class). Most of the students stay in the classroom for the entire day but there are a few that that only go to the room for certain resources or when they need to get away from their main stream classroom. My fifth grade class that I talked about earlier has seen me getting ready for the PIP students at the end of their music class and several of them started asking who I was getting ready for and if they could help. AFter spring break I set it up with their grade level teacher so that a few of them could stay behind and help out. I love teaching the PIP students and seeing the lightbulb turn on for them with something we have done for weeks or see them connect or respond to music in a new way. Seeing my students interact with them and the joy that they get from that interaction has made me extremely proud of my students. The fifth grade student especially really want to help and want to know how to help the students. They don’t just sit close to the students, they are willing to take instruction, work with the student, talk with he student, etc. The last few times they have helped, one of their first questions when we are done is: “When can I come back?” I hope they never lose that joy of helping and I hope that working with the PIP students might light a fire for some of them to work with students with special needs as they grow older. 

A few last random thoughts.

I loved having one of my accompanists at school today for three of my choirs. It was nice to be able to walk around and actually conduct!

I saw on of my PIP students this morning and said good morning like I usually do but his eyes lit up when he saw me and I know that it was because he knew today was a music day. He might not be able to express his thoughts and feelings with words but the look on his face was pure joy!

I like coffee and try as I may, cutting back to chai or tea in the morning is not going to work anytime soon :)

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School Days

Where did the summer go and how is it the end of August already?!?

I have had a crazy start to the school year but I will update you about that later. For now I want to share with you my choir room. 

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One of the things I love the most about my choir room is the Baby Grand Piano! Unfortunately, the piano is stuck in the room and can only be taken out for concerts if the piano tuner comes, takes off the legs and tunes it after each move. One of these days I would like to use it in a concert but for now it makes a wonderful practice piano :) The risers are great for choir as well as show choir rehearsals that occur in this room after school. The big mirror that you see in the picture was heavy and awkward. The legs have been taken off and it works nicely back stage during the Singsation show (Singsation is the title of the show choir at my school and everyone knows show choir as Singsation). The large wooden cabinet you see in the top right picture has also been removed and replaced with more filing shelves. I was running out of room for my sheet music. The bottom left picture was taken from the center of the room on the risers. You can see the white board, random hallway, and my office. I loved that I had some flexibility in the room and freedom to create whatever atmosphere I wanted. The biggest thing that I did not like about the room was that the history of the choir department was not present and in addition to looking cold it usually was cold. 

Drumroll please…..

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Here is a peak inside my choir room a year later! This room finally is a happy place to create music! The mural was an idea I had last fall. Instead of traditional note-heads, I used paw prints since we are the Bulldogs! The racks you see in the top left picture are used for show choir costumes when we start fitting the students. Behind the racks are double hanging rods. They used to be there and then were moved up to the attic above the stage and choir room (nightmare!) and now they are back in the choir room. I am still trying to figure out how to hang a curtain in front of the costumes. I found some of the old Singsation posters and put those under the clock in the room to add a little history. Above the filing cabinets are three photo collages made by students with pictures I found in the choir room, vintage musical posters from an old calendar, and the Singsation XVI sign that was above the stage. The signs you see in the bottom two pictures are chromatic solfege signs that I made last year to help my students. I have also added hand signs to one of my office doors. 

The room may not look drastically different but to me there is life and memories and history! Plus, if I am going to spend hours in this room I want it to feel comfortable and welcoming :)

Quick view into my choir office in 2011

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Let’s not dwell on the lack of color, personality, cat hair covered office chair that is at least two sizes too big for me, and the overall blandness. 

And a happier view in 2012!

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Spray painted wood chair in place of the oversized chair that did not fit me. Small fridge and microwave for all the long days and I am loving the piano on this side of the office. Bookshelves all in a row and music storage in my office. The milk crates have honor choir music and current music for the choirs. The shelves have pulled music for all performing ensembles and the mini milk crate holds my copies of music for all the classes. The binder is something new I am trying this year. I have a monthly calendar for each grade level with all the performances throughout the year. For my elementary classes, I used sticky notes to map out how many times I would see each class, what lessons I wanted to cover, and when I wanted to start working on music for elementary performances. I love the pops of color and the organization. If I don’t at least fake being organized I think I would lose my mind teaching K-12!

Next up: Elementary Music Room!

What do you do to add life to a bland room?

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Summer Days

Summer started for me on Thursday May 31st. And I did have to look back at the date because my brain does not store that type of information. I thought I would be spending lots of time researching and preparing for next year and have lots of time to update my blog. Truth is, I do not accomplish as much when I do not have a set schedule. Not having to be up at a certain time has led to latter bed times and latter waking times. Not that I am complaining or anything ;)  

At the beginning of summer break I worked on getting my classrooms organized and ready to be cleaned and my boards ready for the school year. The first week I went to a few graduation parties and had a very relaxing trip back to my hometown. It was not a rushed trip which is very uncommon any more :) I spent the days with my parents and the evenings usually with a friend. I also had the experience of helping mow the campground my parents take care of. The riding mower has cruise control and a cup holder! Much nicer than anything I have ever mowed on :D

I have gotten some school prep. done but I am starting to feel the crunch of time even though it is only the beginning of July! Let’s ignore school for now…

The fun things of summer have included seeing two musicals in Rockford: Little Women and Into the Woods. I love watching live performances! I have gone to two Zumba classes and as uncoordinated as I sometimes feel, I really enjoy it :) I went to a water park with one of the school secretaries and her son and she somehow talked me onto several of the rides. It was fun but the lazy river wins over heart pounding slides. I also spent a day reading a book (that was not school related) just because I could. 

July is going to fly by a little faster for me. It boils down to prioritizing my lists and getting things done. I am enjoying extra family time and am eagerly anticipating attending the Iowa Choral Directors Association Conference at the end of July! I was originally going to attend with a friend and colleague but she and her husband will be adopting a baby girl that same week! I am very excited for them and have been searching for baby items for the last several weeks. I know they would appreciate your prayers!

And to close of this post, I thought I should introduce you all to my small town tradition of Outhouse Races during their Indipendence Weekend Festivities

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What traditions does your town/city have?

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Happy

Today has been an incredibly happy day! Maybe it is because I was skipping and jumping out of pure giddiness in 6th grade music yesterday while talking about how music and math closely tied together (especially with sequences and matrix’s). The inner music nerd was out and my students were a little (lot) worried. Maybe it is because I received a beautiful box full of classroom instruments today. Maybe it is because I started cleaning, organizing and purging my elementary music room. Maybe it is because my special ed. music class astounds me and leave me speechless every week!

Or maybe it is all of those put together.

By the way, where did April go?

There have been so many things I want to talk about and so many things I want to share but honestly I have been living life and savoring the moments. I was never good at keeping a journal and my inconsistent posts show that ;)

Where to start…I think I am going to start at the top of my list.

  • Music and Math. Have you searched what Pi sounds like? Cool, huh? If you are a nerd, then you will want to make your own. *Insert image of me dancing/jumping out of giddy excitement*
  • I don’t have pictures to prove it today, but dust is NewImagegone from half of my classroom, instrument cabinets are more organized and things are being moved around. There is still a lot I want to do but I feel like I have a vision and a goal of what needs to get done and what I want it to look like when it is done. I came across this color inspiration and realized that it would work perfectly in my classrooms. Our school color is royal blue and I love green and this combination helped pull it all together. Now I need to find some fabric for my boards and baskets in those colors.
  • Words barely skim the surface of the joy I have working with the PIP classroom which is a self contained special ed. room. I started working with them once a week right around Christmas and it has been slow but steady progress. The last few weeks they have been responding more, participating and surprising their helpers and myself. Today I decided to be brave and bring out my guitar. They loved it! K immediately came to me and started strumming the guitar and J was eager to try it out. He was all smiles. A doesn’t respond a lot but she was rocking the guitar! She wasn’t just strumming a steady beat, she was strumming a rhythm pattern and repeating it! I had so much joy at that moment seeing her express the music in her and it is still bringing a smile to my face and tears to my eyes thinking about it. There are so many stories I want to share about these students and I will share them soon! Another favorite thing about these students is how much they love music and the connection I have built with them. They are always wanting to wave hello and even if I am teaching they will come up to the window when they are walking past and wave at us.

Music is my life right now. My job still consumes me. Right now I am okay with that. I am trying to get involved with my small group and church on the weekends but that has been hard with some of my wacky weekend schedules. I am planning on kicking myself out of my house and work at making connections and relationships this summer. If I allow myself, I can be a loner. In high school, my parents for a while had to almost kick me out of the house on the weekends and actually asked one of my friends to get me out of the house. I kind of wish I had that friend around me to pull me out :)

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Your fingers will hurt if you don’t gradually start playing the guitar again.

It feels good to get giddy in music class over theory and math. You haven’t made your own Pi music yet?!? What are you waiting for? :D

Random students make me a) think I am losing my mind b) laugh c) take a deep breath and continue

Going to bed early to read a book is a wonderful thing

What makes you happy?

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Zzzzz

Today I woke up late.

Late like I was supposed to be at school at 8 and I woke up more like 8:10. Somehow I manged to get to school before the first bell rang and before my frist class. I might have missed door duty but you know what, I made it. I am not proud of the fact that I was late and was so tired that I was late but I am proud that I made it in time to teach.

The one word that would describe me this week is: TIRED

I went out to eat with a friend after my JH show choir practice and there were a few moments were I felt like I could fall asleep at the table. Thus waking up late this morning.

Tonight I was crazy and brought home school stuff to do over the weekend.

My job may be making me exhausted right now but I love my job. Not the exhausted part. I like my sleep.

Three weeks until the show choir show! Excited and nervous and have I mentioned the five page list of things that need to get checked off.

Stop reading and go make these pop tarts now. You will not be sorry. I made these tonight for my and there will be more made and stored in the freezer for crazy mornings like today.

I still have some lingering sniffels from a few weeks ago.

Taking a sick days really does help you recover faster.

Should probably used one before February :)

 

How would you describe your week? Any new recipes you have tried lately?

I have a chili recipe in the works. Maybe this weekend? Maybe…

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Sweet!

I wanted to start out by saying that this last week was crazy, but then I thought about this week, and crazy November… so I am going with November and December have been crazy! :)

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Why? I am so glad you asked! In November, I don’t think we ever had a full week. There were either field trips, half weeks for parent teacher conferences, short week for a SIP day or a half week for Thanksgiving. Then December shows up and there are three concerts in one week of each other. Enter crazy music teacher! I got in the concert zone, some of the students were not quite there yet… The K-6 concert went really well and I was so relieved to have my first large elementary concert behind me. Learned that we need a monitor so the students can hear the music better, and learned that I need less helpers back stage :) The high school concert was yesterday, Sunday and it went well. My choir students had better facials than their first concert but their volume was down. We were also missing four students! I will have something for them to do, but I hate when students don’t show up for a performance. Now I need to finish writing their final and create a study guide for them.

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With this crazy whirlwind, you wouldn’t think I had time to cook or bake. Well you are partially correct. But the Food Blog Cookie Exchange gave me an excuse to make a recipe I came across earlier this fall: Pumpkin Sinkerdoodles. These cookies are soft and have a subtle hint of pumpkin. They melt in your mouth and stay soft several days latter, though I usually give them away so I don’t eat them all. I thought about adding cinnamon chips in the batter but was nervous so I stuck to the original recipe. Next time, I am adding cinnamon chips. I don’t think I have actually baked with cinnamon chips. I usually eat them before I have time to bake with them. Oops!

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I enjoyed participating in The Great Food Blogger Cookie Swap this year and am planning on participating next year. It was fun getting different cookies from other people and finding out about new blogs. Hopefully next year I will have an original recipe to share :) If you enjoy baking, and getting tasty treats, I would suggest signing up for next years swap!

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Thank you Julianna, Emma, and my one mystery cookie package (need to figure that one out) for the wonderful new recipes! I am excited to try them out in the near future! Go check out their recipes! Warning, the cookies don’t last long ;)

What is your favorite cookie recipe or holiday sweet?

 

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Time Flies

Um, where did November go? And why do I feel like December is almost over when it has just begun?

So why did November fly for me?

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Does that answer the question? :) I started working on the holiday concert music with my elementary students at the beginning of October because I knew how crazy November was going to be with parent teacher conferences and Thanksgiving taking away two weeks. The way the classes are set up, this left 5th, Kindergarten and 2nd with out music those two weeks. Coming up to our concert in a few days, I am only really worried about one 5th grade class. They didn’t put in the work in class and now it is coming to haunt them. It was so bad I was considering dropping a song or changing a song. Thankfully the other 5th grade class actually knows their music!

The next two weeks are going to be organizes chaos. The next three days I will be getting ready for the K-6 elementary holiday concert on the 7th, Sunday is the high school concert and Tuesday is the 5-8th grade holiday concert. No wonder I can’t fall asleep at night!

I am the type of person that will run through thing in my head and with everything going on, this means that winding down to sleep is very difficult. Have you ever gotten to the point that you are so tired that you are no longer tired? That is kind of what it feels like. One day at a time and I will make it. I am more worried about the elementary concert because of all the transitions and the pure number of students that I have to get on and off stage and different times. That and the expectations that the teachers, administration and parents have for the concert. I might have made things simple this year compared to past music directors, but that was simple for self preservation.

I have been soaking any quiet time I can to help prepare me for the coming chaos. Thanksgiving I ended up staying home instead of going to my parents and I enjoyed sleeping in and getting things done at a leisurely pace. I didn’t accomplish everything on my lists but I did get a few things done that I wouldn’t have been able to do if I had traveled. Yesterday (Saturday) I finally made it to my small group after missing most of the meeting in November due to Saturday commitments. After group, the leader’s wife, myself and another lady worked on Christmas cards together. It has been a long time since I had a chance to get out my stamps and I enjoyed the fellowship.

Sunday nap, lesson plans, pumpkin lasagna experiment and cookies for the great food blogger cookie swap are all crossed off my list. Time to wind down and get some sleep!

What are your traditions for holidays (Thanksgiving, Christmas, etc.)?

 

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Fall Face

This last week was my first week with door duty. If you remember from earlier this year, I liked having bus duty and door duty was no different. It was nice that I only had to do it in the morning and it made me realize that somehow I only own fingerless gloves. Not a good thing when you live in Northern Illinois :)

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One thing that I am enjoying whenever I get out of school is the fall weather and the changing colors. Somehow I am never successful capturing the vibrant colors that I see with my camera but that may be related to the rose colored sun glasses I wear ;)

This weekend I made a trip over to Crystal Lake to visit with my family and my friends. It was wonderful being around my family. A group of my friends went to Richardson Farm who boasts the World Largest Corn Maze!

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We went while it was dark and I was thankful for the flashlight my brother gave me before I left. We tried to follow the map but sadly there were enough cheat paths that looked like the real paths in certain sections that we often just walked around the maze and enjoyed the night. After we had only located six of the twenty plus check points we decided that hot chocolate, s’mores and fireside conversation sounded very appealing.

This type of fellowship was exactly what I needed and was craving. Last weekend I was very homesick and I am not even sure it was for my family. I talk with my family very often but am not very good about having frequent phone conversations with my friends. Hopefully I will finally make it down to central Illinois before Thanksgiving to have some face time with my friends in that area.

In other news, I survived my first concert as the choir teacher! I ended up having my 6th grade choir sing one song so that their first performance would be more successful. The beat boxing to the IL state song was a huge success and the sing along at the end went better than my high school students anticipated. There is room for improvement and I am excited to try some different things in rehearsals so that our performances are more successful and the students gain a deeper musical understanding.

Over half of the elementary music packets are completed and home with the students. Trying to get the rest finished tonight and tomorrow and get the first quarter grades entered.

How do you keep in contact with your friends? Some of my closest friends (relationship wise) have never seemed to be in the same town as me. I guess that prepared me for living where I am now. I try to keep in contact using Facebook, texts and calls but honestly my days just seem to disappear. When I do make plans to visit family I try to set up a time where I can visit with a group of friends so that I get more face time :)

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Pause

I am still alive.

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Trying to find more hours in the day…or a pause button.

First concert of the year for all my choir this week.

6th grade choir has only had five rehearsals (insert nervous face here).

Putting together music packets for my K-6 students for their Holdiay concert.

Yes we are singing Christmas/Holiday songs before we sang Fall songs.

I counted my students yesterday.

I have 301 students.

Excluding the afternoon Preschool class I teach, 6th grade chorus and 6-12 Showchoir

I don’t feel so bad about not remembering everyones name :)

I am recognizing more of them.

 

Are you good at remembering names are do you remember faces better? I have always been better remembering faces.

 

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Growing Up

I would say sorry for the lack of updates here recently but I have been busy living life. I soaked up my relatively free, unscheduled summer (the first one in five years), enjoyed fellowship with friends and family and tried to prepare for the school year.

The last twelve days have been a whirl wind of painting my new place, moving all my junk, unpacking and I don’t even want to talk about all the paper I have been sifting through since getting to school ;) I still have some weekend projects at my new place. Although I want to prime and paint the cabinets soon I kind of like not having cabinet doors on as I am still adjusting to where I put everything.

My elementary room looks bright and welcoming and that makes me happy! I love the classes I have met so far and have only run into a few behavior problems so far in the elementary. I have met my HS and JH choirs and I think I have music picked out for their fall concert. Teaching on a HS block schedule will be a new adventure for me. A few scheduling problems but hopefully those will be worked out by the end of the week. One half day and whole day done. Is it Friday yet? I guess I should start working on my lesson plans for next week so I can enjoy the weekend. If you teach, have you ever heard of the Common Core Standards? In addition to learning my student’s names, I will be familiarizing myself with those.

I haven’t had time to freak out about finding a doctor, dentist, eye doctor, chiropractor/massage therapist or hair dresser this week which is nice.

I am glad I am on my own since my suppers have usually been consisting of homemade sals that I threw together over the weekend, mellon and finally some actually meals the last two nights. I have actually made it home before supper two nights in a row and it feels great! The only thing I want to do when I get home is lay down which messes with my productivity. I want to make bread for my neighbors but that has yet to happen. There is always tomorrow…

i realized today that I feel like I have done this for a while even though I still have lots of questions and have a lot to learn. My classrooms feel like mine and it doesn’t feel strange to check my mailboxes, see my name on my door and stand in front of my classes all by myself. Still need to work on getting to know the other teachers but I have time :) Kindergarten only had half the students today and it was kind of nice. I expected lots of energy from them but they were surprisingly quiet and obedient! Maybe they are advanced…or maybe they are tired at the end of the day ;)

Things will change once show choir starts. To compete or not to compete is the question. Time to pick the music and get stuff together for auditions and scheduling.

So that is my life right now and the random things going through my head. Time to get things together for tomorrow and go to bed.

I am craving green monsters in the morning. I had overnight oats this morning and had to force myself to eat it. A strange feeling since I lived off of those last spring.

And one final random note (vent) to a random post; I can’t figure out how to hook up my massive CD player to my speakers and the tech people haven’t come to help me yet. Must solve this tomorrow!

Night everyone! Feel free to share your random thoughts :D

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